Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Day 26!

Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

I have.
as most teenagers i was a bit dramatic.
i love looking back and realizing how ridiculous i was.
im only 21 but i have matured ALOT with the birth of my daughter.

Anyway. In high school i wanted to give up. I never felt like i was good enough. i wasnt skinny enough. wasn't talented enough. wasn't smart enough. pretty enough, ect. And i just wanted to give up. I didn't want to exist. i wanted to not go to school. lay in bed all day. sit in my closet and cry haha.

so ridiculous lol.

Also there were many times in my relationship with jeff before we got married that i just wanted to give up. i felt like if i didn't have him there was no reason to live or go on...
although i love jeff more than anything...
i realize now how dramatic i was lol.
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